Goodbyes and New Beginnings

Today I said goodbye to my little girl Abigail (she is staying with my parents while we are away). We have never been away this long. I tried to smile and talk about the fun she will have but it kills me to leave her. I broke down crying after they left (I never do this but expect a lot of tears this week). We had tried to make the last 2 days special, science center, swimming, Rita's. It is our last time as a family of 3. I pray that I have made the right choice. That she will be happy, that our baby boy will be happy. Many of you know I am fearful of flying and I pray I get there and home safely. I wonder am I be responsible. Will Nate like me. Will I find my way to the agency. So much unknown and so much fear. Please keep us in your prayers (my whole family). This is my last post til we get there and settled. Thank you to all who have joined us on this journey and wish us well. It makes this so important. Next time I write, I will be in Korea.